Shot Through the Heart

You know, I've really hated those moments when you realize how stupid/unlikeable you are and then you realize why you get all those strange looks from people you call your friends.

Or maybe that's just me.

Today somebody told me something about me that I thought I'd fixed. Or maybe it just crept in. I've always thought that it's good for people to know their faults, but when I read someone's opinion about mine, I realized that it's no fun knowing how people think of you. I mean, it's good for you, but there's this little chord in your heart that says Ouch, I thought you loved me!

So today is where I take myself to one side and have a Discussion. 'Cause I look in the mirror and think I'm pretty for a moment, but I'm not. I got shot through the heart so many times, and now my guts are spilling for everyone and it is not a pretty sight. So I gotta fix me, somehow.